so beautifulYou know it was real whenyou know u can never smell, hold or taste then againWhen the most beautiful thing in the world to u is there smile and u stay up at nitethinging about himthat then he just becomes a dreamthat swells up inside of youThat every tear that falls down ur check is like drops of acid burning throw my soul my soul is on fire...now that my heart is already ripped into a million peacesIt doesnt matter how much u hide it it will never mend so it sits in the back of ur throat an rots....now u think how can something so beautiful turninto this burning blackness of pain