You know it was real when
you know u can never
smell, hold or taste then again
When the most beautiful
thing in the world to u
is there smile
and u stay up at nite
thinging about him
that then he just
becomes a dream
that swells up inside of you
That every tear that falls
down ur check
is like drops of acid
burning throw my soul
my soul is on fire...
now that my heart is already ripped
into a million peaces
It doesnt matter
how much u hide it
it will never mend
so it sits in the back
of ur throat an rots....
now u think how can
something so beautiful turn
into this burning blackness
of pain